Corner's of My Life

Changing Link

2010-09-14T08:15:00.000-07:00

Hi.. it has been a long time since i stopped by my blog.. i am changing my link.. the old link will no longer function.. this is the new link.. sorry for the inconvenience..

zeft-huisen.blogspot.com

Wishing for a Shooting Star..

2010-08-18T20:44:00.000-07:00

i don't really know where you are still reading.. or have you just gotten fed up and just completely stopped.. Things gotten out of hand lately and i haven't been on top of things.. I stopped by your blog recently and i realised that you no longer mentioned me.. I guess I may have bore you or are you just really disappointed at me till you dont feel the need to mention me..

Death is easy.. Just simple like a candle being put out.
Life is hard.. Just like a charcoal slowing burning oit the life in you till its is all ashes..

I still love you.. I do now.. I will always.. Love you..

super duper short update..

2010-06-10T07:23:00.000-07:00

im still alive.. don't worry.. see ya next time..

True Colors

2010-03-20T12:18:00.000-07:00

this is a nice song.. after it has been remix by glee cast.. it rocks.. all the way..
its so beautiful.. baby.. i dedicating this song to you.. i love you for who you are.. its because i saw your true colors.. i fell in love with you.. hugs.. i love you.. always and always i love you.. BIG KISSES!!

My comeback..

2010-01-28T00:01:00.000-08:00

hey.. its been a long time since i wrote a post.. i have been buried under all the fun and work i am having till i left my blog hanging.. though it was not a big deal because nobody is reading it..my a levels result came out and it really sucked a lot and even more than before.. cant get into the course i desired and i have to postpone my dreams of becoming a pharmacist.. i am really disappointed in myself and i feel so ashamed that i did real bad.. i am ashamed of meeting any close relatives and any close friends now.. all of the might already knew what my results is.. i am scared to go back for chinese new year.. the questioning and all the stares.. they are not all bad, some of them are concerned, worried eyes.. i had start working since dec 9th 2009.. my salary should be coming out today or tomorrow.. i am almost flat on cash and in a few days i will be penniless.. i am gonna take foundation in sciences and get into pharmacy.. my bro is doing MUFY now and currently in sunway.. my sis and my mom are in Kuantan.. all of them are safe.. thank God.. My dad is doing very well.. i hope to see him when i get back to Kuantan.. I am very eager to start studying right away.. the earliest intake is march.. i may be doing the program in taylors or segi.. trying to find any other college that offers this and have an earlier intake.. I want to do things right and make it right all the way.. cant wait to graduated and start earning cash that would provide me an easier life.. my pay at starbucks in not that bright.. i need a better pay and working hours.. all of this would be impossible if i dont get a degree.. cant wait.. till then.. as the british say "cheerio!"

its almost over..

2009-10-28T17:16:00.000-07:00

my bday has pass just right me n i m in the middle of my exam month.. my bday was blessed n pleasant because i was able to spend with baby.. We went Sunway to ice skate n play arcade.. i bought socks that day too! haha.. at 1st i thought it was guys sock.. but when i tried it on it is a little shorter n tighter than what i expected.. After sunway.. we head back to damansara for our dinner at 1U.. we ate at sushi zanmai a japanese restaurant at new wing near mph.. haha.. its was superb!! shun!! if you come kl i will bring u there go mkn your ikura.. very fresh!! haha.. thats was about it.. hehe still got!! my baby gave me a radioactive jumper, shirt and pants! haha i gonna upload pictures next round i update.. 5 more papers to Go minus the paper im taking later.. My last day of exam will be 20th of November.. 22nd my class having a class party in my chem lecturer's house.. all my lecturers are invited.. im gonna hunt for job after my exam and hopefully get one in my cousin's area.. or some other favorable places.. im am signing off.. till then.. i love u baby!!

Tomorrow is Thursday!

2009-09-23T08:23:00.000-07:00

hehe.. tomorrow is thursday o.. the day that my baby is coming home to ktn.. hugs.. Cant wait to see her.. i wanna spend time with her.. xD hehe.. i just finish a movie called G-Force! a nice movie indeed.. it's a fairy tale type movie.. happy ending o.. hmm.. but there is a twist in plot.. most ppl can see it coming.. overall its a good movie.. 3.5 out of 5?? xD hmmm.. in the other hand my bro went to watch Final Destination 4.. for me it was gory!! haha.. i watch it with Ker.. xD i was like holding on to her n hugging her through out the whole show.. xD but iwas happy o!!! so HAPPY!! XD super smiley!! but is was gory.. Baby said that the 3rd one was much more gorier.. hmm.. haha.. gt one part i remember is the guys intestine got sucked out.. so damn sick!!!! so happy o!! cant wait to see baby o! went for McD's after the movie.. spicy mc'chicken.. my sis order fille o'fish.. so happy! return home with our stomach's satisfied.. In the otehr hand my bro went yumcha with his movie dates after fetching us home.. anyway.. TOMORROW IS THURSDAY!!! xD baby coming home.. miss her so much.. XD now i burning a cd that my sis borrow from the chucrh library.. The CD's name is called the soundtracks of The Chronicles of Narnia.. Hmm.. this movie not bad la.. the in the cd gt Delirious? Chris Tomlin, Toby Mac, Jars of Clay and much more.. the songs not bad.. so gonna put in my mp3! gtg.. wanna do something else dy.. cheerio!! till nxt time.. stay tune..

Final Destination 4! actor damn leng zai!

G-Force! so damn ke ai!! but my baby more ke ai rite?? haha.. xD

im still amazed by the size of the lion.. Narnia!!! Azlan!!

Stay in Kuantan

2009-09-19T06:02:00.000-07:00

im back in Ktn.. any1 who wants to hang out just let me know ya! hmm.. im staying here for a week! haha.. going back on sunday! bus! erm.. Michel if u are reading this im sry i cant make it to your dad's wedding.. i hope you dont mind.. i heard lots of ppl going.. anyway.. my baby is going too.. i hope she will her time of her life.. her parents are coming down and i cant be with her and support her there.. misses her so much.. hmm.. i hope this will be a productive trip cause my a2 is nearing on me.. n i really havent cover much.. lots more to go but i feell so reluctant.. to much to read up man.. all a levels students will have a first hand experience of what i am feeling.. so much and never ending.. seems like u can never be prepare fully..

back here in kTn.. gonna spend some time reading but i gonna still reconnect with my Ktn friends here.. my baby will be back in Ktn on Thurs i think.. haha.. so happy o me!! hmm.. i gaining considerable amount of weight and it still gaining.. i hope i can stop it and lose a few.. cant wiat for m y baby to come down! hmm.. she sure very happy o with her W910i!! haha.. so happy when she got it.. so happy to see her in joy.. hmm.. she has install some stuff for my bday bt i dont know what is it! i am so exicted for it.. i will love what ever she going to do for me o.. hehe.. cant wait to see her.. i bought 3 new garments.. 2 top n 1 btm.. xD thx to her n her sis! so happy!!
baby!! cant wait to see u!!! muakz!! any1 wants to chill with me just contact me.. u know my contact right?? haha.. til nxt time..

The Coming..

2009-08-23T18:17:00.000-07:00

itz been awhile i din update.. i didnt took time out for my blog.. hmmm.. my trials are coming soon.. erm 2nd of september.. i hope that i can cover evrything in time.. lots to cover.. i really hope i can do well.. then get into the course i wan.. that would be just pleasant.. erm.. in life just stay positive and our ends will eventually meet.. smile always!!

P.S. : baby? smile ya.. everything is gonna be fine..

Voon Hui Sen and the Battle of the PM16s

2009-07-07T02:04:00.001-07:00

hehe.. the title is abit melampau xD hehe.. tomorrow i gonna have a debate in my class.. in bio class actually.. me and 3 other fellow classmates is going in for a battle.. so dramatic e.. erm.. but the downside of all this is that we are going to support the title.. which is..... Evolution is a provwn fact.. i Dont really believe in evolution actually.. baby.. i am gonna make an correction here.. Xd i dont really believe.. in case u see this i dont want you to understand.. XD hehe.. erm.. anyway.. we are going in for a friendly discussion between clasmates.. i shall list my teammates then.. Mohamad(a Chinese Muslim) Phyo(a Burmese) Dharshini(Indian from Malaysia) and yours truly.. anyway.. Ben stiller, the winner of MTV awards 2009.. I'm dedicating this post to u..

Night In The Museum 2 : Battle of the Smithsonian

nice movie.. dont miss it..

P.S. : i wanna watch terminator salvation with my baby!! ice age too!!! XD missing u..

back in Kl for awhile..

2009-07-02T18:33:00.000-07:00

hey.. been quite some time that i haven't been blogging already.. haha.. just wanna update for awhile.. came back to kl last early sunday morning.. monday no class.. so it was great.. XD hehe.. schools starts on Tuesday.. Everything is smooth and fine.. Currently in a debate in bio lesson.. gonna have a show down on next Wednesday.. Me n some of my Friends against other classmates.. haha.. XD have to make sure that i dont keep shaking through the whole thing.. gtg.. ciao..

P.S. : baby... cant wait to see u later.. hehe..

For baby..

2009-06-28T19:35:00.000-07:00

hehe.. im download this map to my baby's psp for her so that she can always sees it.. XD. haha.. gtg.. update u all nxt time..

A come back..

2009-06-22T19:25:00.000-07:00

HI.. its been awhile since i appear in my blog.. it has been inactive for quite some time.. had lots of stuff needed to dealt with and lots of things needed to be seen through.. now i am back in my home town Kuantan.. its been a very long time since i came back here.. I'm glad i came back to see my family.. they are the one who is gonna to be there for me when i fall and when i rise up surpassing myself.. or when things goes real bad and there is no one else.. i really really thank God for blessing me such good family.. advice which sometimes not nice to hear.. but there truly makes a whole lots of sense.. every time they tell me what to do i some times will feel frustrated but its for my own good and sometimes it will really save my ass..

Ker.. i know that we are far far apart right now.. separated by distance which seems never ending slowness when u travel.. its hard to have a long distance relationship.. u cant see each other.. u cant feel them wit your touch.. u can smell them because they are a few hundred kilometers away.. i wish i could just go back to u now and to just be with u.. i Know its hard for u to take it alone.. i know u well enough to know that u hate being alone.. Lets be strong for each other and support each other k? its gonna be Friday soon.. and i will see u again.. haha.. and of course you will see me too.. Going prom this Saturday right? Cant wait for it huh?? Cant wait to get in the car wit u after prom.. Cant wait for the journey home.. Cant wait to just be wit u..

i want to use this opportunity to dedicate this song to u.. You will always be my baby..

day of ages

2009-05-26T00:08:00.000-07:00

hey! 2moro is my baby's day!!! wad day u ask? her birthday o... haha.. shez gonna be 19 2moro.. so happy for her.. i prepared some surprise for her dy.. hope she can find it n like it.. aikz.. hhmmm.. 2moro is oso my stats paper exam too.. gonna buck up n do more questions.. hehe.. gtg bb!!

Chance

2009-04-23T18:41:00.000-07:00

Hmmm.. chance.. which also can be interpreted as probability..

Did you know if u do happen more than 1/20 is not by chance.. this is just a guideline
in bio probability.. if thats true.. lucky chances happen more than once is not really luck.. just that u might have practice b4 or have some experience in it oo..

The wonderful thing about chance is that even though the probability of an event is very small.. it some times still happens.. like.. getting picked or bully in a school for example.. there is like dunno how many thousands ppl in a school.. that makes it a few in a thousands will get it.. by y sometimes it will unfortunately happen when it landed on a person..

There are a lot of factors controlling these chances.. Not just by numbers.. N trials.. lot of forces are at work here.. Lots of stuff happens for no reason and u dont even know wad hit ya..

wad are the odds that u will lose control of ur car n bang the divider?? not so much if u pay attention n drive carefully rite?? XD too much crap..

gtg.. signing off.. till then..

P.S. : my bio teacher bday is today! happy bday to u!!

P.S. : baby? ur bday coming up oo.. happy!! haha.. xD

back in Kl

2009-04-20T07:06:00.000-07:00

well well.. im back in subang dy o.. 2 weeks break was super nice for me.. get to hang out wit my frens n family.. everything was fine.. for some that already know.. tat i got my license dy oo.. hmmm.. the uncle came n gave it to me on fri evening.. i sticked the P stick den i drove around around Ktn oo.. i went to the beach n parked there.. it was fun just to be there.. eventhough my parking was that good yet.. now i m back here in KL.. no car to drive.. bt my bro gonna get his license soon too.. cant wait to wait him to drive me around.. xD ohwell.. nt gonna update tat often now.. exams coming closer.. got pick up the pace.. gotta run to the finish line.. gogo..

P.S. : hehe.. baby?? the wait for worth it right?? xD hugs..

Cousin from the other side..

2009-04-15T02:24:00.000-07:00

hehe.. hmmm.. last friday my mum went to kl and left us all alone.. we had to do everything on our own.. bt thatz not the point.. gonna post some pic we taken.. me n my bro n sis went out with my couz evelyn which she brought her couz from aussie.. so.. a bunch of great ppl.. here are the pics..

all of us going kung fu crazy!! wow!!

all peace!!! my couz falling down liao!

hehe.. all smiley faces.. xD

we had our dinner at lyon.. and dessert at secret recipe.. damn kenyang oo.. hehe.. xD

Test of the Year

2009-04-13T01:42:00.000-07:00

my driving test!! hahahaha.. is about to come!! wed i will be taking my driving test.. ohyes it will.. i can wait to go and take it and be finish with it. its finally here!! hmm.. but im kind of nervous thou.. hmm... i hope all ends well.. ciaoz..

P.S. : baby?? sunday is gonna come very soon.. xD miss u..

bRoken..

2009-04-11T06:19:00.000-07:00

for those who lost a fren.. a companion.. a family member.. a love one.. someone that is close to u.. im gonna dedicate this song to u..

Broken- Lifehouse

P.S. : is hard to lose someone.. is not easy to get through it.. someone once said.. "at first u dont know how to get thru it, but in time u will manage somehow.."

Driving..

2009-04-10T23:30:00.000-07:00

hey hey.. how ya guys.. im just gonna write a short post here.. damn hungry now.. waiting for my bro n sis to come back.. but they doesnt seem to show up!! haiz.. gonna starve to death soon.. hmm.. i gonna take my driving test nxt week.. i hope i pass.. if pass dy den 1 burden less off my sholders.. hmmm.. i think tat im quite ok dy.. bt i wann a practice on a manual car more.. so can get the hang of it.. i wan to naik bukit!! ahhaha.. crazy dy..

ciaozz.. mkn dulu..

3 month anniversary..

2009-04-10T09:10:00.000-07:00

my 3rd month anni with ker.. 11th of April.. hehe.. we started 11th of Jan.. hehe.. i just so happy just to be with her.. as im typing this blog im talking to her.. hehe.. bt she doesnt know.. this is gonna be a surprise.. nt really great at multi tasking.. hehe.. baby.. i love u.. xD

a day without u seems so long.. time slows down.. like a crawling turtle.. but when you look back time passed so fast.. itz already been 5 days separated from u.. just in a blink of an eye.. hours seems so long but the days seems shorter den ever.. baby.. we gonna see each other very soon.. i mish!! u so much.. everything inside of me just want to pour out to u.. i really miss being ur castle protecting u.. i really miss being ur sky watching over u.. the only way i can is to be there for u through calls sms and mms.. all electronics!! i wan to be able to feel u with my hands.. able to feel ur touch.. my heart beats so weakly now from all the distance that sets us apart.. i dont know how much i can take being away from u.. i mish u..

happy 3rd month anniversary.. baby.. be strong ya.. i m always a phone call away.. im glad tat i can hear ur voice.. ur soft cute voice that melts my heart every time i hear it.. my heart will always be with you.. temaning u where ever u go.. hugs..

P.S. : read the card and the card board o.. i wish that i could be with you this anniversary.. hugs.. sry baby.. hugs.. wo ai ni bao bei.. Happy 3 months anniversary..

I need her too..

2009-04-09T02:41:00.000-07:00

Baby!! this sat is our 3rd anni but i cant celebrate with u.. im so sorry.. hugs.. although i cant celebrate with u this sat physically, i can celebrate with u electronically!! and emotionally.. i know you are going out with some frens this sat.. i wish u have the fun u wan ya.. i dun have my cable with me so can upload pics.. xD ker.. ur cute smile.. lame jokes.. funny faces.. and breath taking mini actions.. just wow-ed me everytime tat im with u.. im just glad that im urs and not others.. xD

muakz..

P.S. : i will always be ur castle and sky..

Kuantan is My Bulatan!!

2009-04-08T05:20:00.000-07:00

hahaha.. being back in Ktn is awesome.. been here 3 days.. still gt lots to go.. staying for 2 weeks.. xD hahaha.. hhmm... being back here is awesome.. no stress lots of home cook food.. nice kuew teow!!! waiting for pan mee and spagetti!! haha.. i already had porridge!! awesome.. meet up with a few frens.. mei and goh!! want to meets others.. haha..

the last time i came back i gt fatter.. aikz.. hope this time i wont.. i gonna cut down my food intake and excercise more!!! haha.. i gonna be come a stick!! a stick it is!!! stick stick stick!!!

will update u more when more things pop up.. till then.. BYEZ!

P.S. : baby boo!! dun be so sad ya.. itz already been 3 days and today is gonna end.. 2 weeks is gonna fly past.. be happy ya!! all the sky is urs.. muaks.. hehe...

Pain..

2009-04-04T00:01:00.000-07:00

Pain.. is a feeling that all living things is able to feel.. sharp pain.. long lasting pain.. heartache.. psychotic pain.. all of it hurts..

some events bring pain.. pain that might b there for a few days.. or mayb a longer time than we expect them to be.. to be honest i think im a very immature.. still a green horn after living in this world for 18 years.. i hate pain.. i does got feel good..

the pain of not able to help some1 you love when they most need u.. or they dont even want you to.. itz juz does not feeling good..

when we are emotionally unstable we wept in tears.. some say is a sign of weakness.. but i say is a act of courage.. iz ok to cry.. crying helps..

everyody cries when they are hurt or sad.. unhappy..

even big gurls cry..

small kids too..

iz btr too have a shoulder to cry on or some1 to cry with to share ur pain..

iz btr than crying alone..

P.S. : baby.. i hope you you gonna be ok.. hugs.. smile ya..

2 weeks!!

2009-03-31T02:43:00.001-07:00

hey hey hey!! 2 weeks everybody!! i will b back in Ktn for 1 week plus.. start from nxt mon!! hehe.. i gonna go back to learn driving.. hopefully can take exam!! when i get my license dy ican drive!!! ahahhahhahah.. xD my bro oso can learn jor.. he is probably learning now.. ehehe.. sry for not posting any post this pass few weeks.. my house no internet.. hmm.. life is precious.. and we must appreciate it before its too late.. too all my frens.. i wan to say helo and how are you.. especially to my childhood frens.. alvin, hamyu, keen tung, shien wei, jia hong.. and my fellow sabs-ians... Goh!! mei!! jesh!! my TKD juniors.. My 5sc3 frens.. and My beloved choir-mates.. just wanna say that i still rmbr all of u and still love u all tat much.. my fam.. dad mum bro n sis.. all back in ktn.. just wanna tell u tat i love you.. hugs.. thanks for caring for me.. i gtg.. exams coming and need to study!!! i wanna Drive!!

P.S. : baby.. no need so sad dy k? the past is the past.. we must live in the moment and plan for the future.. hugs..

Time Has Come

2009-03-15T02:53:00.000-07:00

the time has finaly arrived.. its time to prove myself for who i am.. its time that all my studying to put into use.. time to shine and PROVE THEM WRONG!!! i can do it.. xD i know it sounds like a overstatement but i really wanna do this.. doing this for me n my fam and baby.. time gogo!! fight till the end.. hehez.

saje nak post some pics.. perasan..

ciaozz

P.S. : hehe.. baby.. i miss you.. v strong ya.. rmbr that He who is in you is stronger than the one outthere.. hugs.. love you..

Long time ago..

2009-03-03T08:18:00.000-08:00

its been awhile since i posted.. i cant believe that feb has only 2 entry.. haha.. this has got to do with the sucky internet connection that i have at home.. i cant online basically.. onli can online at school and at my cousins place.. so.. got demoralize to blog jor.. just wanna update my blog coz i used to complain that other ppl dont update. xD so bad.. haha..

Just a friendly update to keep the blog going.. hehe.. there is a few movie that is coming out and i wanna watch it with my baby.. hehe. take a look..

leng lui o?? anna sophia i think.. haha.. she gonna act in Race to Witch Moutain.. hehe.. she acted in Terabithia.. haha.. she was younger back then.. but damn leng lui. xD

im gonna watch it with my baby.. i hope she will enjoy it too.. =)

dragonball evo.. haiz.. totally gonna spoil the DB image in my head.. i think its gonna suck.. anyway... i gonna watch it to see how bad they can go.. i just dont think english men or humans can realitize DB..

i gtg now.. ciaozz..

P.S. : baby.. hehe.. gonna watch movie oo.. hehe.. xD anna sophia can nvr beat u.. dun worry.. hugs.. xD

My stay in Ktn

2009-02-16T10:09:00.000-08:00

WELL.. I HAVENT BEEN BLOGGING for quite some time dy.. hehe.. I went back to Ktn valentine.. bt b4 that we went mkn at yuens.. me n baby n jia li tim wantheng kar n kong + puan nyon n her fren.. and dun forget elton and ju vin too.. hehe.. i so long din c jia li wan theng dy.. mayb not wan theng.. cz she came my hse for cny.. bt jai li din c her during cny.. TIM!! her bf.. ahaha.. funny guy..

had fun in ktn.. although i was nt able to learn driving but i got to spend time wit my baby.. hehe celebrate at her house.. actually she is celebrating kat bday too on that day.. xD after mkn when went tc.. halve way to tc we decide to turn around coz so many cars going up to tc.. kuantan not much place to celebrate valentines u know.. erm.. after that we went Kuantan river.. we jln jln 4 while and sat down talking.. we saw ppl fishing.. lots of them got hook fishes but unfortunate to not able to land them.. strings patah before they are able to pull them up.. o.O afta that i went home.. home sweet home..

the nxt morning we went for our romantic valentine drive. when back i did some napping during the journey.. we talk too.. hehe.. hmmm.. i gtg gt class ciao..

P.S. : so long din update dy.. sorry ya.. baby i miss u.. xD

A change of scenery..

2009-02-10T21:37:00.000-08:00

im back in KL! hehe.. all things goes well.. time quickens and we must make haste..

well.. we all grow up and get used to the background or lifestyle.. and then there is a sudden chnage of things.. move to a new place or change frens in a drastic pace.. all this could happen in just a few moments.. things change so do we.. all stuff changes except the plastics that we humans created..

back to Kl..

2009-01-31T02:56:00.000-08:00

hmm.. im bck in kl!! when i was in Kuantan there was no internet so i din update.. haha.. i got lots of angpau!! haha.. so happy.. im glad tat i went back to ktn.. can c my frenz n fam.. i went back to Ktn with my cousin den i went to Mentakab.. den back in Ktn.. Hehe.. Time in Ktn was fast but fun.. fun times pass so fast.. i was able to spend time with my fam n frenz.. able to stay at home and rest..

i like watching transformers wit u dear.. and i like transformers too.. i hope that we can finish the movie nxt time we watch! hehe xD i reali mis u

P.S. : i pray that those who needs healing will be heal.. those who as for healing will be answered.. stay strong..

Im no superman..

2009-01-22T16:40:00.000-08:00

hey.. im bck.. erm.. going bck to damansara later.. i going bck to ktn 2moro.. hey!! cny! can holiday.. hmm.. can learn driving dy.. hahaha.. so im gonna call the uncle when im bck den learn a few lessons.. driving is hard.. to pass it its even harder..
How can i be forgiven for the things that i have done?? i cant avoid for very long.. still have to face it no matter wad.. i screwed up big time and question and songs of fury will come soon into my life..

I just wanna say thank to my mom n family for the support.. even though i let them down alot.. i MEAN A LOt! Just wanna say thankyou! erm.. i wanna say thank you to my dear oso for making me feel btr that day.. hehe.. being wit u just makes me forget wad i was in and every lil things just din matter.. here is a song that got stuck in my head bcz of u.. xD

Lyrics | Lazlo Bane - I’m No Superman lyrics

till then..

P.S. : going mentakab for CNY.. if wanna catch me can meet me up on sat nite or afta wed! =)

Repentance

2009-01-21T02:00:00.000-08:00

I found my keys.. thank God.. some1 brought it back to me.. thanks to long win.. he pulled some strings.. hehe..

Depriving one's emotion is a cruel thing to do..
Yet it's a punishment to some who deserved it..
To him who waste fine resources and precious seconds..
To him who are ignorant and naive to his surroundings..
To him who his worlds revolves only around him..
To him who always finds comfort at other people fallen bread crumbs..
To him who are angel at day, devil by night..
To him who self pity yet blames the rest..
And to him who gives up and not go for another try..

till then..

Losing

2009-01-19T23:24:00.000-08:00

i lost my keys.. help me! i dunno y i keep losing things.. Pls pray 4 me.. thx..

What i watch..

2009-01-19T21:05:00.000-08:00

hehe.. i gonna share my interest to who ever has it.. this anime story is about robots.. xD not many like it but ohwell.. diff ppl hav diff interest n dislikes..

took my breath away..

the 1 in green is my fav..

P.S. : to sum ppl its boring.. bt to me its very interesting..

Stupid me..

2009-01-18T18:23:00.000-08:00

ahem ahem.. well.. i lost my student id on thursday.. i searched high and low for my student id.. damn!!! they said they din find it anywhere.. 2day i applied for a new id and i went to The Web for my bio assignment. Guess wad the guy in charged told me???

He said "is this yours..??" my goodness.. it waS my id!!! damn@!!! im glad tat i found it back! but he should have told me earlier!!!!! zzz.. damn damn damn.. i paid for nothing!! Taylors dont do refunds on this stuff.. damn annoyed.. oh well.. im glad that God answered my prayers.. i was too rash in making my decisions.. shud have waited longer.. aikz.. silly me..

yesterday i went to 1u with my dear.. Guess who we met?? Lisa! n her bf n gang.. i saw panda oso with them.. haha.. damn funny and weird.. xD hmm.. oh yea.. i went for detox with my cousin bro.. its tiring! and hungry! ahha.. but now ok dy.. been drinking fruit juices for the past two days.. today can eat some solid food.. potatos for breakfast, salad for lunch.. soup for dinner! yea! 2moro porrigde and salad.. maybe can score in noodles.. 3rd day can eat!!! eat!! and eat dy.. except oily foods and heavy meaT.. XD hehe..

till then..

P.S. : Dear.. Teman me buka puasa k?? hehe..

Forces of Nature

2009-01-13T23:23:00.000-08:00

wonders of the great nature and what it can do..they are so beautiful at sight.. yet so lethal and destructive in nature.. killing and destroying all in their path.. They posses much power that can be used for good.. yet mankind always failed to harness it..

=)

2009-01-12T03:36:00.000-08:00

so cute rite?? hehe.. reminds me of the comfort and happiness for having some1 to cuddle with and to love..

till then..

11/01/2009

2009-01-11T20:06:00.000-08:00

special day..

special events..

special ppl..

all happened in a day.. how wonderful.. hehex..

till then.. surprises for all..

Bio Project : Orang Utans

2009-01-08T19:44:00.000-08:00

so kesian.. dun lock them i cages plz.. not gud for health..

this fella act cute le..

brothers.. or maybe sisters.. who knows?? cant see their underparts..

Nights of The Dead..

2009-01-08T19:25:00.000-08:00

Its was horror last night.. zombies raise from the dead haunting me.. aaa!!! just kidding... couldnt sleep due to lots of reasons.. 1stly i had a nap in the afternoon.. the worst part comes nxt.. i had diarrhoea last night.. made quite a number of trips to the toilet last night.. my stomach still feels like it on a roller coaster..

when i decide to go lay on the bed to doze off.. suddenly it was like a light buld lighted in my head.. all nonsense makes sensed.. i unsolve the puzzle tha has been puzzling me since i got back from Kuantan.. I cant sleep without my blanket.. i left it back in Ktn.. Jeezz.. wad a bummer.. laid there waiting for time to tick by.. Finally when i was about to doze off the alarm rang!!! @#!#!@!@#! u get wad i mean.. sad..

my class rep bday today.. later go lunch with the whole classs.. yea!!.. hope i dun diarrhoea again..

till then..

P.S. : i ran out of books to read.. gonna get new ones soon.. hehe..

The Past AND Present..

2009-01-07T20:12:00.000-08:00

well.. 2008 is in the history book of mine kept in the back of my mind dy.. a new book is written while i welcome the wonderful 2009.. but some stories are brought forward from 2008.. well some stories nvr end.. mayb until u r in ur grave or so.. a new chapter of my story begins to unfold last sunday..

One a fine day i woke up staring towards the ceiling and to the ever vigil fan that was on my wall.. I look at my laptop and it was only 7am or so... i feel reluctant to wake up and i turned over and resume my beauty sleep.. i totally forgot about my appointment with Kerryn.. I jerked up and took my phone.. It was 2pm.. wow.. what a nap.. i called her immediately to apologies.. She was suppose to pick me up at 1pm.. We decided that the day was far too young to be wasted so we went on wad we planned anyway..

1st stop of our journey was midvalley megamall.. In there i got my socks that i need for college.. A book which come to my interest and so i bought that too.. It was quite costly for a small book.. The + out weighed the - so its worth it.. then we met up with Ju Vin and Elton.. We got lost in far far away land and with aid from Elton and a bus driver who was kindly enough to show us the way, we mange to get to our dinner place.. The dinner was great.. we ate 'gu luo yok', 'fu yong dan', 'chao gai lan' and a tofu.. i will consider each meal to be a nice and tasty 1 no matter what.. i just love to eat.. and thankfully i am not picky anout my food and i can go with any standard.. but not those which is really bad.. we chatted and we soon bid farewells to each other.. We sat in the car and we dorve to 1 utama.. i got my test pads and we went window shopping for a while.. Throughout the whole journey we talked a lot.. about lots of stuff.. i like spending time with her..

After all of that we finally head home.. i went over to her place for while to "check-out!" her place.. it looks like a mirror showing the reflections of my cousins house.. just that her house has nicer lightings and decors.. we crapped around and then.... Guess Wad?? Kar and home came home.. haha.. lame.. after a while i decided to retreat to my cousin's place which was located at the other block.. my "Yi Ma" and "Ah Jieong" was staying over too.. they were about to fly to Cheng Mai early in the morning.. I was pretty wearied out by the outing i had.. i washed up and went to bed.. before i slept i took out my newly bought super expensive but worthwhile book to have a brief study about it.. i got the feeling that i am about to learn quite a lot form it.. it was super worth while after all..

Went to bed.. and woke up the next day.. Ntg interesting happened.. Slept and woke up again and found myself preparing to go bck t Subang.. Went home and reached at 8.15am.. Went up to my room and the 1st thing i did was went to my laptop.. it was lagging like hell from the tons of msn windows.. so i restarted it.. but it did not start up after that.. my heart fell.. frustration came follow by anger.. and after many tries of reviving my laptop i gave up in the end.. knowing that it was out of my expertise.. i called my mom about it.. she said that bring it bck during CNY.. which is pretty far awy from now.. i am laptopless now.. Not that i need 1 actually.. but i need a streamyx bill to pay and not using it currently.. how sad it can be?? I would lobe a laptop even though it was not a must.. but i would love to get a new one which was seemed almost impossible for the time being.. i hadn't ask for my bday present xmas present n new year present too.. i mght have a chance at it.. i decision is still up my mom..

Let me ask u a question.. If u are a parent and ur son ask for a laptop.. Will get him one?? He is a quite ok child.. has not brought disasters to the family.. the laptop that is previously used was 3 years old or even older.. it was at it's best at its time but now retired form all the new tech in this mordern era.. Give me an answer my readers.. Give me an answer.. Ur efforts are much apreciated..

Till then..

P.S. : Did i get my bday present?? I think it was the phone.. XD hahahaha.. Guess where i wrote this?? Ciao~~

lost my keys..

2009-01-01T09:37:00.001-08:00

i lost my keys to my subang room.. i'm so doom.. hope i find it by 1 pm.. xD die.. God plz help me..

till then..

@))( <<<< what's this??

2008-12-31T09:34:00.000-08:00

it means 2009!! try pressing shift while typing the numbers!! awesome.. hehe new year's eve was one heck of a day.. i am exhausted by all the things i went through today..

1st thing in the morning.. i woke up early to go 4 amali.. sit down there n listen to them.. almost died of tiredness n boredom.. thank God that Shik Mei was msging me.. or nt i would have be in the newspaper printing saying a death of a teenager at driving school.. my neighbour(Alison-dunno whther i spelled her name right) was there too.. haha.. nvr say hi bye.. like we nvr knew each other.. so sad.. my legs are killing me from pressing the clucth, break and accelerator..

in the evening i went to mega to teman mei for dinner and home.. booked a bday cake for my mum n dad.. later on, some pretty crazy stuff happened and it was damn funny.. i had fun.. it is a one of a kind eve celebration for me.. i will rmbr for a very very long time.. details will be updated soon till further notice.. den when to chuch for watch night service.. and mkn some siew pao! n drank some milo! nice! gonna go back on 2nd... so sad.. which is 2mr..

my last wish in my stay in kuantan is to watch the sunrise n sunset in tc.. seting is out of option.. so rising is the only 1 left.. iwanna go c it b4 i leave ktn.. i miss this place so much.. and i m starting to miss it alreay b4 i go bck to kL.. so sad.. k la.. gotta sleep liao.. damn tired.. need reply msg(s) sumore le.. nitez..

P.S. : i am hinting some1 to bring me there or to cycle me there.. so be smart and think it is you.. haha..

till then..

Tables will turn

2008-12-28T06:22:00.000-08:00

hmmm... table will turn as long as u dont close the door to ur heart.. Tides turning from d most unfortunate to d fortunate.. from the lame to the cool.. from the unknown to world wide treasure..

things can be btr if we dont giv up on the opportunities that are given to us or around us..

somedays things will be fine just like the cloudy skies clearing up and rays of hope shine from the lovely skies of heaven

have hope.. God loves you..

P.S. : dun give up hope.. i hope u read this.. life is not over yet.. there is much more to be done.. stay strong.. crying is not a weakness.. able to cry makes u human.. =) take care..

till then..

Shadows

2008-12-27T21:04:00.000-08:00

here is a song that i like very much.. hehe..

Shadows

hey you got to be honest

you got to be the only one

you got to be the one

hey you got to stay awake

you got to start to save the world

you got to be alert

shadows.. shadows..

in the world we living on

shadows.. shadows..

in the world we living on

shadows .. shadows..

we’re alone in the world we own

shadows .. shadows..

we’re alone in the world we own

hey the killer of the world

the money blinded junky man

the loveless son of man

hey nothing isn’t right

the future is in so much pain

the lovers are in vein

shadows.. shadows..

in the world we living on

shadows.. shadows..

in the world we living on

shadows .. shadows..

we’re alone in the world we own

shadows .. shadows..

we’re alone in the world we own

is this place where we fly in

is this place where we don’t win

is this the shadows that lived in our profit

is this the shadows that we all wanted

and our life are burned by the fire

of our sins and tonight

i believe that we won’t win

here in the cities

shadows on the run

nothing is real

nothing can’t be done

i am the shadows

i’m the only one

make me believe

that nothing can be done

here in the cities

shadows on the run

nothing is real

nothing can’t be done

i am the shadows

i’m the only one

make me believe

that nothing can be done

can be done

Gathering at Anna's

2008-12-26T04:16:00.000-08:00

when to Anna's place on Thursday which is yesterday.. but b4 i went to her's i went to mkn with my parents! hehe.. guess wad i ate!?!? i ate sushi!!! ahahha.. Japanese food.. it was surely satisfying.. very nice.. meet my sis fren there.. a pretty girl.. hehe xD
And i meet ROGER CHOI there oso.. with his parents of course..

after that i went to anna's.. there was a lot of people there.. most of them i noe.. some of them i dont.. it was lively through out the potbless.. a picture party went crazy@!@! non stop picture taking.. Aimi brought her damn big n XpenSIVE! camera to snap! snap! snap! she looks just like a pro photographer.. hehe.. the food was gud and Selvan actually bake choclate muffins! wow.. he actually bakes! i get to know also that he DO cheesecakes! yum~~ wad i brought?? hahhahha.. chips.................. lame! xD had lots of fun meeting up with old frens.. after anna's place, we plan to go TC.. but failed.. in the end i went anyway with Ma Lao n Shik Mei.. when tehre makan kFc.. giler hebat la Ma lao.. he brought us go town jalan jalan.. go see PEOPLE! xD those 'it' damn like gurls.. sor jor..

came back around 1.30++ and i end my day with my sis mp3.. trying to lullaby by self to bed..

ciaoz.. later gonna go 4 YC with JIA LI n gang long time no c korean mui jor. hehe.. byes.. till nxt time..

P.S. : schools gona start.. ker.. i wanted to follow ur car back le.. but u going on 31st.. my parents bday is on 1st n 2nd.. wanna celebrate with them.. and im taking my amali on 31st oso.. so sad.. i wanted to give u d mouse that i got 4 u.. mayb nxt time.. ciaoz~~

Eve of the Birth of Jesus

2008-12-24T07:25:00.000-08:00

today!!! is Christmas Eve.. A few minutes later is Christmas Day... The day that Jesus was born.. today lots of stuff happened!!! this morning i went to took my Undang Test.. and i.... i.. PASSeD!!! hehe!! happy happy!!

Then in the night it was my Church Christmas Dinner!! it was fun fun fun.. Although some stuff came up, all was fine n blessed by God.. Hehe.. Here are some pics from d dinner..

I SERIOUSLY NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT!!
(i am really fat!)

hmm.. thats for now.. till nxt time..

Flickery Flashes of Time...

2008-12-22T06:54:00.000-08:00

back in kuantan for a week or more now.. im about to go bck to subang in a week or so.. i dont actually have 3 weeks break.. time always seems not enuf.. espeacially when u wake up late n itz halve day gone.. sleeping late to make up wad u lost in d morning.. an it became a cycle.. so sad.. xD

ok.. lots to do in so little time.. till nxt time..

P.S. : if wana go out with me u can always ask me? ahha.. ciaoz..

Waked up on d wrong side of bed..

2008-12-16T16:48:00.000-08:00

haiz.. time to reveal some stuff that i have been hiding.. i had a fridge in my room in subang.. yea.. very unnecessary rite?? zzz.. haiz.. bt is kind of cool though.. when i left my room to come back to Kuantan i left the door open accidentally.. and so.. the fuis when out yesterday at the subangs house... and i got a call from the landlord.. they found out.. oh man... im in trouble.. we will settle thing when i go back to subang.. haiz.. i wasnt awake when he called.. such a pain in the xD.. oh well.. pending off..

Party Aftermath..

2008-12-13T08:44:00.000-08:00

im back from ker's place.. it was fun to meet up wit my SABS-ians to chat and talk around.. haha.. A night to remember..

im a boy.. n i will owiz b a boy.. some stuff i cant do as a boy.. so plz forgive me k? there are lots stuff i really wanted to do but i cant as my current identity n i have to direction to start with... just want to know that u can owiz open up to me..

pics at the party can be checked out at my other SABS-ians blog.. im sure they will post pics.. i like the tofu that the host made.. compliments to the chief.. n may God bless the hands to made it.. the 'punch!' was great.. made serious damage back there..

N the kids were kids!.. u know.. just that i wonder wad was in my mind back at that age was running through theirs at this present modern time.. time changes lots of stuff.. i wonder if i was born in their generation, wad will my thoughts b?? isit the same as what i experience back then..?? primary kids now have handphones n up-to-date gadgets.. they bring handphones to school as if they were having their secondary school life.. wad will happen when they end up in high school?? having the life of college students?? i don't know.. questions unanswered still in swirling in my mind..

its getting late.. leaving the keyboard now..

P.S. : Jerome.. Cloud Strife of FF7 is a failed clone of Sephiroth.. Aeris, Cloud's crush died, killed by Sephiroth himself(KIA-ed) Tifa is Cloud's childhood friend.. Vincent Valentine is a damn ancient guy.. he is 70+ years old.. but he went to a hibernation state when he was 20+ so he still has the strength, looks and moves when he was 20+ afta so long.. sot.. thatz all for now..

Back in KTN!

2008-12-12T22:06:00.000-08:00

hey hey.. im back!!! finally!! haha.. i noe some of my frenz wanted to see me so much that they call up.. haha.. hmm.. i do miss a fren though.. she has not contacted me for a while.. well.. just to let u noe.. if u r still reading.. i am always there to do wad i can for u..

hey hey.. im going to ker'z place tonight gonna meet up with some frenz.. i dont think they know im back.. anyway.. i just came back from they KUCHING trip.. it was awesome.. the most interesting place i went is the CAT Musuem.. hehe.. lots of cats history there.. the most memorable thing in there was the beauty of the stray cats of SINGAPORE.. alot of stray cats pics in there.. ohyea.. there are also hello kitty stuff in there too.. i wanted to get u a Hello Kitty earing ker.. but in the end - outweight the + at that time.. hahahahahahahaha.. sry.. i regretted i din not get for u.. mayb u already have sumthing like that.. i dunno..

the food there was great ther.. my cousin sis n her uni mate a.k.a. housemate a.k.a. best fren over there(i think) brought us around the town scouting for delicious food.. the stuff i ate were kolo mee, Sarawak laksa, kuei chap, sioa B, soya bean, n lots more... i cant remember that much.. but the best 1s are wild flying fox, big headed prawns and chicken buluh! hehe.. enjoyed my stay there.. and i grown fat too.. so sad.. xD

ohwell, thats all for now.. hehe.. have to ciao now.. update later.. byez..

P.S. jerome.. they sum up on FF7 have to wait abit k? thx..

End of November..

2008-12-01T00:04:00.000-08:00

yupz.. tatz concludes a month.. November has passed by like a violent wind and here comes d festive December.. well.. i finally went on the weighing machine.. n it turn out to what i expected.. i gained weight.. 3 kg.. xD haha.. i have to contol my eating dy.. or nt i will be very heavy and fat.. i will be going to Kuching on 5th of Dec.. xD i have to go to KLIA alone.. aikz.. hope that i will reach there safe n sound.. after my Kuching trip i will go back to Kuantan.. finally.. home sweet home.. xD
I wonder how are things back in Kuantan.. Things changed a little since i left Kuantan.. So went i go back i will go around Kuantan on my bicycle.. haha.. i cant drve yet.. or mayb i get one of my fren to drive me around.. There are quite a number of people i wanna meet up with.. there are things hat are need to be done nad settled.. well i will update u all as soon as i get my itenary for DECMBER! xD

ciaoz..

Pendidikan Moral..

2008-11-28T03:33:00.000-08:00

hmm.. this subject is normally is taught to the primary and secondary students.. what a wonderful yet dreadful subject to learn.. wonderful in the sense that u dont need to face stupid teachers who press on ur academic performance.. dreadful in the sense that you need to memorize the moral values to score!!! well.. my time for moral class are over.. or is it??

i still need to learn it in a levels.. but it is totally different stuff from wad i learn in d past.. very nice teacher.. haha.. Sokratis said.. 'we discuss no small matter, but how we ought to LIVE?'

can any1 answer his question?? who knows..

My Room in KL..

2008-11-19T03:03:00.001-08:00

I havent really show u all how my room looks like.. hehe.. its pretty cozy and spacy.. but it will get crowded when this build up.. here are some pictures..

my cupboard n shelve.. can put loads of stuff in it..

my table and bed.. have to sleep on the floor.. sad..

F2@FF@F-square@Finish!!! Finally!!!

2008-11-19T02:57:00.000-08:00

YEs!!! i finnally finish my blog recreation! wow.. take loads n loads of effort.. zZz.. yupz.. nice blog.. xD u all are welcome to my blog.. still gt stuff to edit but is mostly done.. hehe.. XD

AAAHHHHHH!!!!!

2008-11-19T00:34:00.000-08:00

Oppsss.. n OUch!!! i messed up big time n tehre goes my blog.. died.. haizzz.. i will be recreating my blog from scratch.. ohwell.. T.T