Chance

Hmmm.. chance.. which also can be interpreted as probability..

Did you know if u do happen more than 1/20 is not by chance.. this is just a guideline
in bio probability.. if thats true.. lucky chances happen more than once is not really luck.. just that u might have practice b4 or have some experience in it oo..

The wonderful thing about chance is that even though the probability of an event is very small.. it some times still happens.. like.. getting picked or bully in a school for example.. there is like dunno how many thousands ppl in a school.. that makes it a few in a thousands will get it.. by y sometimes it will unfortunately happen when it landed on a person..

There are a lot of factors controlling these chances.. Not just by numbers.. N trials.. lot of forces are at work here.. Lots of stuff happens for no reason and u dont even know wad hit ya..

wad are the odds that u will lose control of ur car n bang the divider?? not so much if u pay attention n drive carefully rite?? XD too much crap..

gtg.. signing off.. till then..


P.S. : my bio teacher bday is today! happy bday to u!!

P.S. : baby? ur bday coming up oo.. happy!! haha.. xD

back in Kl

well well.. im back in subang dy o.. 2 weeks break was super nice for me.. get to hang out wit my frens n family.. everything was fine.. for some that already know.. tat i got my license dy oo.. hmmm.. the uncle came n gave it to me on fri evening.. i sticked the P stick den i drove around around Ktn oo.. i went to the beach n parked there.. it was fun just to be there.. eventhough my parking was that good yet.. now i m back here in KL.. no car to drive.. bt my bro gonna get his license soon too.. cant wait to wait him to drive me around.. xD ohwell.. nt gonna update tat often now.. exams coming closer.. got pick up the pace.. gotta run to the finish line.. gogo..

P.S. : hehe.. baby?? the wait for worth it right?? xD hugs..

Cousin from the other side..

hehe.. hmmm.. last friday my mum went to kl and left us all alone.. we had to do everything on our own.. bt thatz not the point.. gonna post some pic we taken.. me n my bro n sis went out with my couz evelyn which she brought her couz from aussie.. so.. a bunch of great ppl.. here are the pics..


all of us going kung fu crazy!! wow!!



all peace!!! my couz falling down liao!




hehe.. all smiley faces.. xD

we had our dinner at lyon.. and dessert at secret recipe.. damn kenyang oo.. hehe.. xD

Test of the Year

my driving test!! hahahaha.. is about to come!! wed i will be taking my driving test.. ohyes it will.. i can wait to go and take it and be finish with it. its finally here!! hmm.. but im kind of nervous thou.. hmm... i hope all ends well.. ciaoz..

P.S. : baby?? sunday is gonna come very soon.. xD miss u..

bRoken..

for those who lost a fren.. a companion.. a family member.. a love one.. someone that is close to u.. im gonna dedicate this song to u..

Broken- Lifehouse






P.S. : is hard to lose someone.. is not easy to get through it.. someone once said.. "at first u dont know how to get thru it, but in time u will manage somehow.."

Driving..

hey hey.. how ya guys.. im just gonna write a short post here.. damn hungry now.. waiting for my bro n sis to come back.. but they doesnt seem to show up!! haiz.. gonna starve to death soon.. hmm.. i gonna take my driving test nxt week.. i hope i pass.. if pass dy den 1 burden less off my sholders.. hmmm.. i think tat im quite ok dy.. bt i wann a practice on a manual car more.. so can get the hang of it.. i wan to naik bukit!! ahhaha.. crazy dy..

ciaozz.. mkn dulu..

3 month anniversary..

my 3rd month anni with ker.. 11th of April.. hehe.. we started 11th of Jan.. hehe.. i just so happy just to be with her.. as im typing this blog im talking to her.. hehe.. bt she doesnt know.. this is gonna be a surprise.. nt really great at multi tasking.. hehe.. baby.. i love u.. xD

a day without u seems so long.. time slows down.. like a crawling turtle.. but when you look back time passed so fast.. itz already been 5 days separated from u.. just in a blink of an eye.. hours seems so long but the days seems shorter den ever.. baby.. we gonna see each other very soon.. i mish!! u so much.. everything inside of me just want to pour out to u.. i really miss being ur castle protecting u.. i really miss being ur sky watching over u.. the only way i can is to be there for u through calls sms and mms.. all electronics!! i wan to be able to feel u with my hands.. able to feel ur touch.. my heart beats so weakly now from all the distance that sets us apart.. i dont know how much i can take being away from u.. i mish u..

happy 3rd month anniversary.. baby.. be strong ya.. i m always a phone call away.. im glad tat i can hear ur voice.. ur soft cute voice that melts my heart every time i hear it.. my heart will always be with you.. temaning u where ever u go.. hugs..

P.S. : read the card and the card board o.. i wish that i could be with you this anniversary.. hugs.. sry baby.. hugs.. wo ai ni bao bei.. Happy 3 months anniversary..

I need her too..

Baby!! this sat is our 3rd anni but i cant celebrate with u.. im so sorry.. hugs.. although i cant celebrate with u this sat physically, i can celebrate with u electronically!! and emotionally.. i know you are going out with some frens this sat.. i wish u have the fun u wan ya.. i dun have my cable with me so can upload pics.. xD ker.. ur cute smile.. lame jokes.. funny faces.. and breath taking mini actions.. just wow-ed me everytime tat im with u.. im just glad that im urs and not others.. xD

muakz..

P.S. : i will always be ur castle and sky..

Kuantan is My Bulatan!!

hahaha.. being back in Ktn is awesome.. been here 3 days.. still gt lots to go.. staying for 2 weeks.. xD hahaha.. hhmm... being back here is awesome.. no stress lots of home cook food.. nice kuew teow!!! waiting for pan mee and spagetti!! haha.. i already had porridge!! awesome.. meet up with a few frens.. mei and goh!! want to meets others.. haha..

the last time i came back i gt fatter.. aikz.. hope this time i wont.. i gonna cut down my food intake and excercise more!!! haha.. i gonna be come a stick!! a stick it is!!! stick stick stick!!!

will update u more when more things pop up.. till then.. BYEZ!





P.S. : baby boo!! dun be so sad ya.. itz already been 3 days and today is gonna end.. 2 weeks is gonna fly past.. be happy ya!! all the sky is urs.. muaks.. hehe...

Pain..

Pain.. is a feeling that all living things is able to feel.. sharp pain.. long lasting pain.. heartache.. psychotic pain.. all of it hurts..

some events bring pain.. pain that might b there for a few days.. or mayb a longer time than we expect them to be.. to be honest i think im a very immature.. still a green horn after living in this world for 18 years.. i hate pain.. i does got feel good..

the pain of not able to help some1 you love when they most need u.. or they dont even want you to.. itz juz does not feeling good..

when we are emotionally unstable we wept in tears.. some say is a sign of weakness.. but i say is a act of courage.. iz ok to cry.. crying helps..



everyody cries when they are hurt or sad.. unhappy..



even big gurls cry..



small kids too..




iz btr too have a shoulder to cry on or some1 to cry with to share ur pain..




iz btr than crying alone..


P.S. : baby.. i hope you you gonna be ok.. hugs.. smile ya..