Changing Link

Hi.. it has been a long time since i stopped by my blog.. i am changing my link.. the old link will no longer function.. this is the new link.. sorry for the inconvenience..

zeft-huisen.blogspot.com

Wishing for a Shooting Star..

i don't really know where you are still reading.. or have you just gotten fed up and just completely stopped.. Things gotten out of hand lately and i haven't been on top of things.. I stopped by your blog recently and i realised that you no longer mentioned me.. I guess I may have bore you or are you just really disappointed at me till you dont feel the need to mention me..

Death is easy.. Just simple like a candle being put out.
Life is hard.. Just like a charcoal slowing burning oit the life in you till its is all ashes..

I still love you.. I do now.. I will always.. Love you..

super duper short update..

im still alive.. don't worry.. see ya next time..

True Colors

this is a nice song.. after it has been remix by glee cast.. it rocks.. all the way..
its so beautiful.. baby.. i dedicating this song to you.. i love you for who you are.. its because i saw your true colors.. i fell in love with you.. hugs.. i love you.. always and always i love you.. BIG KISSES!!

My comeback..

hey.. its been a long time since i wrote a post.. i have been buried under all the fun and work i am having till i left my blog hanging.. though it was not a big deal because nobody is reading it..my a levels result came out and it really sucked a lot and even more than before.. cant get into the course i desired and i have to postpone my dreams of becoming a pharmacist.. i am really disappointed in myself and i feel so ashamed that i did real bad.. i am ashamed of meeting any close relatives and any close friends now.. all of the might already knew what my results is.. i am scared to go back for chinese new year.. the questioning and all the stares.. they are not all bad, some of them are concerned, worried eyes.. i had start working since dec 9th 2009.. my salary should be coming out today or tomorrow.. i am almost flat on cash and in a few days i will be penniless.. i am gonna take foundation in sciences and get into pharmacy.. my bro is doing MUFY now and currently in sunway.. my sis and my mom are in Kuantan.. all of them are safe.. thank God.. My dad is doing very well.. i hope to see him when i get back to Kuantan.. I am very eager to start studying right away.. the earliest intake is march.. i may be doing the program in taylors or segi.. trying to find any other college that offers this and have an earlier intake.. I want to do things right and make it right all the way.. cant wait to graduated and start earning cash that would provide me an easier life.. my pay at starbucks in not that bright.. i need a better pay and working hours.. all of this would be impossible if i dont get a degree.. cant wait.. till then.. as the british say "cheerio!"