My comeback..

hey.. its been a long time since i wrote a post.. i have been buried under all the fun and work i am having till i left my blog hanging.. though it was not a big deal because nobody is reading it..my a levels result came out and it really sucked a lot and even more than before.. cant get into the course i desired and i have to postpone my dreams of becoming a pharmacist.. i am really disappointed in myself and i feel so ashamed that i did real bad.. i am ashamed of meeting any close relatives and any close friends now.. all of the might already knew what my results is.. i am scared to go back for chinese new year.. the questioning and all the stares.. they are not all bad, some of them are concerned, worried eyes.. i had start working since dec 9th 2009.. my salary should be coming out today or tomorrow.. i am almost flat on cash and in a few days i will be penniless.. i am gonna take foundation in sciences and get into pharmacy.. my bro is doing MUFY now and currently in sunway.. my sis and my mom are in Kuantan.. all of them are safe.. thank God.. My dad is doing very well.. i hope to see him when i get back to Kuantan.. I am very eager to start studying right away.. the earliest intake is march.. i may be doing the program in taylors or segi.. trying to find any other college that offers this and have an earlier intake.. I want to do things right and make it right all the way.. cant wait to graduated and start earning cash that would provide me an easier life.. my pay at starbucks in not that bright.. i need a better pay and working hours.. all of this would be impossible if i dont get a degree.. cant wait.. till then.. as the british say "cheerio!"