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it means 2009!! try pressing shift while typing the numbers!! awesome.. hehe new year's eve was one heck of a day.. i am exhausted by all the things i went through today..

1st thing in the morning.. i woke up early to go 4 amali.. sit down there n listen to them.. almost died of tiredness n boredom.. thank God that Shik Mei was msging me.. or nt i would have be in the newspaper printing saying a death of a teenager at driving school.. my neighbour(Alison-dunno whther i spelled her name right) was there too.. haha.. nvr say hi bye.. like we nvr knew each other.. so sad.. my legs are killing me from pressing the clucth, break and accelerator..

in the evening i went to mega to teman mei for dinner and home.. booked a bday cake for my mum n dad.. later on, some pretty crazy stuff happened and it was damn funny.. i had fun.. it is a one of a kind eve celebration for me.. i will rmbr for a very very long time.. details will be updated soon till further notice.. den when to chuch for watch night service.. and mkn some siew pao! n drank some milo! nice! gonna go back on 2nd... so sad.. which is 2mr..

my last wish in my stay in kuantan is to watch the sunrise n sunset in tc.. seting is out of option.. so rising is the only 1 left.. iwanna go c it b4 i leave ktn.. i miss this place so much.. and i m starting to miss it alreay b4 i go bck to kL.. so sad.. k la.. gotta sleep liao.. damn tired.. need reply msg(s) sumore le.. nitez..

P.S. : i am hinting some1 to bring me there or to cycle me there.. so be smart and think it is you.. haha..

till then..

Tables will turn

hmmm... table will turn as long as u dont close the door to ur heart.. Tides turning from d most unfortunate to d fortunate.. from the lame to the cool.. from the unknown to world wide treasure..

things can be btr if we dont giv up on the opportunities that are given to us or around us..

somedays things will be fine just like the cloudy skies clearing up and rays of hope shine from the lovely skies of heaven



have hope.. God loves you..

P.S. : dun give up hope.. i hope u read this.. life is not over yet.. there is much more to be done.. stay strong.. crying is not a weakness.. able to cry makes u human.. =) take care..

till then..

Shadows

here is a song that i like very much.. hehe..

Shadows

hey you got to be honest

you got to be the only one

you got to be the one

hey you got to stay awake

you got to start to save the world

you got to be alert

shadows.. shadows..

in the world we living on

shadows.. shadows..

in the world we living on

shadows .. shadows..

we’re alone in the world we own

shadows .. shadows..

we’re alone in the world we own

hey the killer of the world

the money blinded junky man

the loveless son of man

hey nothing isn’t right

the future is in so much pain

the lovers are in vein

shadows.. shadows..

in the world we living on

shadows.. shadows..

in the world we living on

shadows .. shadows..

we’re alone in the world we own

shadows .. shadows..

we’re alone in the world we own

is this place where we fly in

is this place where we don’t win

is this the shadows that lived in our profit

is this the shadows that we all wanted

and our life are burned by the fire

of our sins and tonight

i believe that we won’t win

here in the cities

shadows on the run

nothing is real

nothing can’t be done

i am the shadows

i’m the only one

make me believe

that nothing can be done

here in the cities

shadows on the run

nothing is real

nothing can’t be done

i am the shadows

i’m the only one

make me believe

that nothing can be done

can be done

Gathering at Anna's

when to Anna's place on Thursday which is yesterday.. but b4 i went to her's i went to mkn with my parents! hehe.. guess wad i ate!?!? i ate sushi!!! ahahha.. Japanese food.. it was surely satisfying.. very nice.. meet my sis fren there.. a pretty girl.. hehe xD
And i meet ROGER CHOI there oso.. with his parents of course..

after that i went to anna's.. there was a lot of people there.. most of them i noe.. some of them i dont.. it was lively through out the potbless.. a picture party went crazy@!@! non stop picture taking.. Aimi brought her damn big n XpenSIVE! camera to snap! snap! snap! she looks just like a pro photographer.. hehe.. the food was gud and Selvan actually bake choclate muffins! wow.. he actually bakes! i get to know also that he DO cheesecakes! yum~~ wad i brought?? hahhahha.. chips.................. lame! xD had lots of fun meeting up with old frens.. after anna's place, we plan to go TC.. but failed.. in the end i went anyway with Ma Lao n Shik Mei.. when tehre makan kFc.. giler hebat la Ma lao.. he brought us go town jalan jalan.. go see PEOPLE! xD those 'it' damn like gurls.. sor jor..

came back around 1.30++ and i end my day with my sis mp3.. trying to lullaby by self to bed..

ciaoz.. later gonna go 4 YC with JIA LI n gang long time no c korean mui jor. hehe.. byes.. till nxt time..

P.S. : schools gona start.. ker.. i wanted to follow ur car back le.. but u going on 31st.. my parents bday is on 1st n 2nd.. wanna celebrate with them.. and im taking my amali on 31st oso.. so sad.. i wanted to give u d mouse that i got 4 u.. mayb nxt time.. ciaoz~~

Eve of the Birth of Jesus

today!!! is Christmas Eve.. A few minutes later is Christmas Day... The day that Jesus was born.. today lots of stuff happened!!! this morning i went to took my Undang Test.. and i.... i.. PASSeD!!! hehe!! happy happy!!

Then in the night it was my Church Christmas Dinner!! it was fun fun fun.. Although some stuff came up, all was fine n blessed by God.. Hehe.. Here are some pics from d dinner..


I SERIOUSLY NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT!!
(i am really fat!)

hmm.. thats for now.. till nxt time..

Flickery Flashes of Time...

back in kuantan for a week or more now.. im about to go bck to subang in a week or so.. i dont actually have 3 weeks break.. time always seems not enuf.. espeacially when u wake up late n itz halve day gone.. sleeping late to make up wad u lost in d morning.. an it became a cycle.. so sad.. xD

ok.. lots to do in so little time.. till nxt time..

P.S. : if wana go out with me u can always ask me? ahha.. ciaoz..

Waked up on d wrong side of bed..

haiz.. time to reveal some stuff that i have been hiding.. i had a fridge in my room in subang.. yea.. very unnecessary rite?? zzz.. haiz.. bt is kind of cool though.. when i left my room to come back to Kuantan i left the door open accidentally.. and so.. the fuis when out yesterday at the subangs house... and i got a call from the landlord.. they found out.. oh man... im in trouble.. we will settle thing when i go back to subang.. haiz.. i wasnt awake when he called.. such a pain in the xD.. oh well.. pending off..

Party Aftermath..

im back from ker's place.. it was fun to meet up wit my SABS-ians to chat and talk around.. haha.. A night to remember..

im a boy.. n i will owiz b a boy.. some stuff i cant do as a boy.. so plz forgive me k? there are lots stuff i really wanted to do but i cant as my current identity n i have to direction to start with... just want to know that u can owiz open up to me..

pics at the party can be checked out at my other SABS-ians blog.. im sure they will post pics.. i like the tofu that the host made.. compliments to the chief.. n may God bless the hands to made it.. the 'punch!' was great.. made serious damage back there..

N the kids were kids!.. u know.. just that i wonder wad was in my mind back at that age was running through theirs at this present modern time.. time changes lots of stuff.. i wonder if i was born in their generation, wad will my thoughts b?? isit the same as what i experience back then..?? primary kids now have handphones n up-to-date gadgets.. they bring handphones to school as if they were having their secondary school life.. wad will happen when they end up in high school?? having the life of college students?? i don't know.. questions unanswered still in swirling in my mind..

its getting late.. leaving the keyboard now..

P.S. : Jerome.. Cloud Strife of FF7 is a failed clone of Sephiroth.. Aeris, Cloud's crush died, killed by Sephiroth himself(KIA-ed) Tifa is Cloud's childhood friend.. Vincent Valentine is a damn ancient guy.. he is 70+ years old.. but he went to a hibernation state when he was 20+ so he still has the strength, looks and moves when he was 20+ afta so long.. sot.. thatz all for now..

Back in KTN!

hey hey.. im back!!! finally!! haha.. i noe some of my frenz wanted to see me so much that they call up.. haha.. hmm.. i do miss a fren though.. she has not contacted me for a while.. well.. just to let u noe.. if u r still reading.. i am always there to do wad i can for u..

hey hey.. im going to ker'z place tonight gonna meet up with some frenz.. i dont think they know im back.. anyway.. i just came back from they KUCHING trip.. it was awesome.. the most interesting place i went is the CAT Musuem.. hehe.. lots of cats history there.. the most memorable thing in there was the beauty of the stray cats of SINGAPORE.. alot of stray cats pics in there.. ohyea.. there are also hello kitty stuff in there too.. i wanted to get u a Hello Kitty earing ker.. but in the end - outweight the + at that time.. hahahahahahahaha.. sry.. i regretted i din not get for u.. mayb u already have sumthing like that.. i dunno..

the food there was great ther.. my cousin sis n her uni mate a.k.a. housemate a.k.a. best fren over there(i think) brought us around the town scouting for delicious food.. the stuff i ate were kolo mee, Sarawak laksa, kuei chap, sioa B, soya bean, n lots more... i cant remember that much.. but the best 1s are wild flying fox, big headed prawns and chicken buluh! hehe.. enjoyed my stay there.. and i grown fat too.. so sad.. xD

ohwell, thats all for now.. hehe.. have to ciao now.. update later.. byez..

P.S. jerome.. they sum up on FF7 have to wait abit k? thx..

End of November..

yupz.. tatz concludes a month.. November has passed by like a violent wind and here comes d festive December.. well.. i finally went on the weighing machine.. n it turn out to what i expected.. i gained weight.. 3 kg.. xD haha.. i have to contol my eating dy.. or nt i will be very heavy and fat.. i will be going to Kuching on 5th of Dec.. xD i have to go to KLIA alone.. aikz.. hope that i will reach there safe n sound.. after my Kuching trip i will go back to Kuantan.. finally.. home sweet home.. xD
I wonder how are things back in Kuantan.. Things changed a little since i left Kuantan.. So went i go back i will go around Kuantan on my bicycle.. haha.. i cant drve yet.. or mayb i get one of my fren to drive me around.. There are quite a number of people i wanna meet up with.. there are things hat are need to be done nad settled.. well i will update u all as soon as i get my itenary for DECMBER! xD

ciaoz..

Pendidikan Moral..

hmm.. this subject is normally is taught to the primary and secondary students.. what a wonderful yet dreadful subject to learn.. wonderful in the sense that u dont need to face stupid teachers who press on ur academic performance.. dreadful in the sense that you need to memorize the moral values to score!!! well.. my time for moral class are over.. or is it??

i still need to learn it in a levels.. but it is totally different stuff from wad i learn in d past.. very nice teacher.. haha.. Sokratis said.. 'we discuss no small matter, but how we ought to LIVE?'

can any1 answer his question?? who knows..

My Room in KL..

I havent really show u all how my room looks like.. hehe.. its pretty cozy and spacy.. but it will get crowded when this build up.. here are some pictures..


my cupboard n shelve.. can put loads of stuff in it..



my table and bed.. have to sleep on the floor.. sad..

F2@FF@F-square@Finish!!! Finally!!!

YEs!!! i finnally finish my blog recreation! wow.. take loads n loads of effort.. zZz.. yupz.. nice blog.. xD u all are welcome to my blog.. still gt stuff to edit but is mostly done.. hehe.. XD

AAAHHHHHH!!!!!

Oppsss.. n OUch!!! i messed up big time n tehre goes my blog.. died.. haizzz.. i will be recreating my blog from scratch.. ohwell.. T.T